PRIDE

-BLOG DREAM #1- 

9/8/17

I PRAYED ABOUT THIS TOPIC AND BELIEVE I GOT ENOUGH CONFIRMATION TO SHARE THIS. AS WE KNOW PRIVATE REVELATIONS USUALLY ARE TO CORRECT OURSELVES BECAUSE OF OUR PRIDE FOR REPENTANCE. I HAVE BEEN REPENTING AND DOING DELIVERANCE LATELY SO I CAN BE MORE CLEAN. BUT I WANT TO SHARE SOMETHING I LEARNED ABOUT PRIDE. IT'S FOR MYSELF BUT SINCE I WAS ENCOURAGED TO SHARE IT I BELIEVE IT IS ALSO FOR OTHERS TO HEAR.

DREAM:

I SAW MY HUSBAND AND HE WAS CONFESSING THAT HE COULDN'T GIVE OR RECEIVE LOVE. AND IN THE DREAM GOD GAVE ME THE UNDERSTANDING TO KNOW IT WAS PRIDE THAT WAS CAUSING THIS. AFTER HE CONFESSED I THANKED HIM AND ENCOURAGED HIM FOR SHARING THE TRUTH AND BEING HONEST ABOUT HIMSELF.

INTERPRETATION:

THIS DREAM IS A INTERNAL DREAM ABOUT MYSELF AND SINCE MY HUSBAND IS THE SYMBOL BEING USED I KNOW THAT ONE OF MY HUSBAND'S KEY ISSUES IS PRIDE AND SO THE HOLY SPIRIT USED THIS SYMBOL AND THEN GAVE ME THE UNDERSTANDING/ SOME WOULD CALL WORD OF KNOWLEDGE OR INTERPRETATION THAT IT WAS PRIDE CAUSING THIS. THE LORD WANTS ME TO REPENT OF PRIDE & LEARN HOW TO GIVE LOVE & TO RECEIVE IT AND TO ENCOURAGE SHARING THIS WITH OTHERS SO THEY CAN REPENT & PRAY & LEARN HOW TO LOVE & RECEIVE LOVE. I ALSO HAVE TO APPLY THIS DREAM TO MY LIFE TO SEE THE FRUIT & IT COME TO PASS AS GOD SHOWS.

PLEASE GET HELP AND GET COUNSELING. IF YOU NEED TO SEPARATE FOR SAFETY DO THAT AND GET COUNSELING BUT DO NOT ALLOW THE ABUSE TO CONTINUE FOR THE SAFETY OF YOU AND YOUR CHILDREN.

UPDATE-9/26/17: SINCE THIS DREAM THE LORD CONVICTED ME HEAVILY, HEALED ME AND DELIVERED ME AND I HAVE SINCE REPENTED AND FORGIVEN MY HUSBAND. WE ARE TAKING THINGS SLOW. READING THE WORD AND FOLLOWING THE LORD AND GETTING COUNSELING AS WE LEARN FROM GOD AND OTHERS IN THE SAME SITUATIONS. GOD HAS BEEN FAITHFUL AND WE ARE AT PEACE AGAIN. WE BOTH ARE LEARNING TO LOVE AND TRUST AGAIN. IT HAPPENED JUST AS THE DREAM WAS GIVEN TO ME. I APPLIED THE DREAM WHEN I CONFESSED AT BIBLE STUDY ON 9/17/17 TO MY NEW CHURCH AND RECEIVED A HUGE DEEP HEALING WHERE THE HOLY SPIRIT TOUCHED ME AND I CRIED AND RELEASED A LOT OF PAIN ONLY HE CAN HEAL. I KNOW THE DREAM WAS OF GOD BECAUSE OF THE DEEP HEALING I GOT AFTER CONFESSING THAT WAS UNEXPECTED PLUS THE FACT THAT THE DREAM WAS A DIRECTIVE GIVEN BY GOD WITH CLEAR INTERPRETATION. HAD I NOT OBEYED I WOULD'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED THAT BUT BECAUSE I OBEYED GOD WHEN HE GAVE ME A DIRECTIVE TO CONFESS I RECEIVED A BLESSING OF SUPERNATURAL HEALING.AFTER THE CONFESSION DELIVERANCE CAME WITH MORE HEALING TO WHERE I COULD REPENT AND FINALLY FORGIVE MYSELF AND HIM. LOOKING BACK I WOULD HAVE NEVER BELIEVED THIS WOULD OF HAPPENED BUT THE LORD ENCOURAGED ME AND I OBEYED. WHEN SOMETHING IS OF THE LORD AND YOU OBEY YOU SEE RESULTS ONLY HE CAN GIVE. TO ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME YOU KNOW IF IT WAS MY WAY I WOULD HAVE NEVER GONE BACK, BUT GOD TORE DOWN MY HARDENED HEART AND CHANGED ME AND I AM TRUSTING HIM THAT HE WILL FIX IT IF HE CALLED ME TO REMAIN AND FORGIVE!

PRAYER AGAINST PRIDE & DELIVERANCE:

PRAY GOD I FORGIVE ALL THOSE WHO I DID NOT LOVE AND DIDN'T RECEIVE LOVE FROM AND I RELEASE THEM AND BLESS THEM. I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ALL I HAVE DONE AND I ASK YOU LORD TO FORGIVE ME FOR MY PRIDE AND A UNLOVING SPIRIT BY NOT BEING ABLE TO LOVE AND RECEIVE LOVE BECAUSE OF ABUSE OR WHATEVER THE OPEN DOOR WAS THAT CAUSED IT OR IF I CAUSED IT. GOD FORGIVE ME AND ALL MY GENERATIONS ON ALL SIDES OF THE FAMILY BLOODLINES ALL THE WAY BACK TO ADAM & EVE AND ALL FUTURE GENERATIONS. I BREAK ALL UNGODLY SOUL TIES AND EMOTIONAL SOUL TIES CONNECTED TO PEOPLE THAT ARE NOT YOUR WILL FOR MY LIFE OR FOR ALL THE DAMAGE THAT WAS DONE BY THEM OR MYSELF. I BIND ALL STRONGMEN, PRINCIPALITIES, RULERS, DARKNESS AND EVIL WICKEDNESS IN HEAVENLY PLACES. I COMMAND ALL THESE DEMONS AND SPIRITS TO PICK UP AND CLEANSE ALL THE SEEDS & FILTH THEY CAUSED IN MY THOUGHTS, MY SOUL(MIND,WILL & EMOTIONS). I BREAK ALL TIES, CORDS, YOKES, BONDAGES, SILVER CORDS, TOWERS, GAILENS, POWERS, LAY LINES. LET ALL OF MY FRAGMENTED SOUL BE RESTORED AND PUT BACK INTO PROPER PLACE AND ALL SHATTERED PIECES OF MY MIND BE RESTORED BACK TO PLACE AND BE MADE WHOLE AND I LOOSE THE WARRIOR ANGELS, MY MINISTERING SPIRITS TO HELP ASSIST AND BRING BACK WHAT ALL BELONGS TO ME TO BE WHOLE. YOUR WORD SAYS BY YOUR STRIPES AND BY YOUR WOUNDS WE WERE MADE WHOLE. I COMMAND IN THE NAME OF JESUS FOR ME TO BE MADE WHOLE. MY BODY, SOUL, SPIRIT..LET EVERYTHING IN ME AND MY LIFE BE RESTORED IN JESUS NAME. I SEND ALL THESE DEMONS AND SPIRITS TO THE FEET OF JESUS TO BE JUDGED BEFORE THEIR TIME NEVER TO RETURN PERMANENTLY IN JESUS NAME, AMEN